Coklat Oh Coklat

Baru baru ni Malaysia dikejutkan isu coklat Cadbury dicemari DNA babi. Well, for me it was negligence by the manufacturer and authorities and to be blamed was the manufacturer in particular. The manufacturer seems insensitive about the HALAL issue to Muslims. I believed they are aware but just being ignorance as long as they could make good money. While in the other hand the authorities has less integration amongst the respective Jabatan. For example how can MOH which did the lab research or lab test on the chocolate aware on the existence of the non HALAL ingredients while on the other hand, JAKIM who responsible on the issuance of HALAL certification  said otherwise. It was really confusing. Does the HALAL certification issued before the lab test was done or was it due to undeclared ingredient on reproduction of certified HALAL product?. The question is how does the monitoring and inspection was done over the certified HALAL product upon reproduction?. I believed the respective jabatans should have a clear guidelines and processes to monitor the HALAL certification , for example periodic inspection at the factory by the respective jabatans e.g MOH and JAKIM. The application of ISO practice may resolve the issue as by practicing ISO everyone involve with the issuance of the certification are required to follow the integrated processes.

Another issue that catched my attention was where some people who claimed they are religious were insensitive about how to keep good image of a real Muslims when they throw their opinion like they have never read books or never learn from the religious teacher.  They thought others have no brain to think or they just want to show how shallow are their knowledge about Islam. I wish to call upon all our Muslims brothers and sisters to think before you say something. it may your personal opinion but it may reflects and affects to the whole community.

Islam is a beautiful way of  life, full of positive action, energy and spirits. But human with all negativities has destroyed the beauty of Islam.

Did you realize how chocolate has brought different perspective of Muslims to the eyes of the world?

Another Day....

Life is colourful and today is another day...another day without my husband around and me with my daughter going through the day for just two of us. we begin the day with a morning greetings to each other, screaming of going for shower, get dress, a little bit of watching tv and off we go to school for my daughter and work for myself.
Life is normal and nothing challenging at work. Just a bit sour, salty , sweet of an average office routine. Nothing to be impressed with my work, nothing to talk about of work challenge, just twist of human attitude towards work and responsibility.
I wish we will be together again soon, I missed the naughty ticklish little finger tickling me before sleep, missed the kiss before go to work and miss the hug when I need it.
"Ya Allah permudahkan kami untuk bersama semula, beri kami kekuatan untuk menghadapi ujian Mu dan kau berkatilah segala perbuatan kami". Ameen.

Be Positive

I wrote this to encourage myself to be positive. Remember our life, our body and soul are belongs to Allah. We are borrowing it from Allah. As such we as person who borrow it from Allah should use it, enjoy it and make use of it in the right way as what Allah wants it.

If what we do or did ends with failure it does not mean we have failed. It may be because we did not do it hard enough or maybe Allah has some reason behind it. But we must be positive that whatever we did Allah has mapped it and only He knows. We as a normal person should strive, tawakkal and"redha as well as believing in whatever happened must have a reason behind it.

Masa Berubah, Ketentuan Allah, Peta Allah, Kita hanya Tawakkal & Redha

Tanggal 1 March 2014, merupakan bermulanya fasa baru dalam kehidupan keluarga kami. Suamiku telah mula bertugas jauh di Ho Chi Minh dan terpaksalah berpisah untuk sementara waktu. Minggu pertama berjauhan merupakan perubahan baru yang agak mencabar. Mulai minggu pertama berjauhan saya terpaksa belajar untuk menguruskan hal hal rumah sendirian, selain hal hal rumah , saya juga perlu meguruskan hal hal suami di sini, hal hal anak juga hal diri sendiri.

Mulanya rasa sangat mencabar. Namun dengan mendengar perkara perkara positif dari ustaz ustaz serta ustazah ustazah di tv dan internet, Alhamdulillah ianya membuka minda dan menjadikan saya lebih positif. Saya bersyukur kerana telah diberikan ujian Allah, berjauhan sementara dengan suami saya. Keadaan ini membuatkan saya lebih kuat untuk menghadapi kesukaran, kerana bila susah, saya akan berdoa kepada Allah memohon pertolonganNya agar dipermudahkan perjalanan kehidupan harian kami. Teringat saya pada kata kata seorang pakar motivasi wanita, kita hanya bergantung kepada Allah sahaja, bukan pada manusia atau pada sesiapa. Hidup kita ini telah ditetapkan oleh Allah, maka segala perbuatan kita, segala tindakan kita, serta segala usaha kita hendaklah kita bertawakkal kepada Allah kerana kehidupan kita telah dipetakan oleh Allah. Maka dengan itu saya percaya, walau susah macam mana cabaran yang saya terima, saya pasti allah akan mendengar saya bila saya meminta padaNya.

"Ya Allah, aku memohon kepada mu agar dipermudahkan kehidupan kami di sini dan suamiku di sana, sesungguhnya hanya Engkau yang maha mengetahui dan maha memakbulkan permohonan hambamu"...Ameen Yarabbal'alamin...

DREAM AND HOPE

I always dream to have a medium size home that I can decorate as what I want. I always dream to have  home where there are few sections that can be used as family room, working room and guest room as well as prayer room. I always wish to have a proper store room with an organizer for easy trace. I wish I could have a rack in my working room so that I could organize my filing.

I missed to be creative.  When I was a kid I like to decorate my room. I still remember  I turned my baby bed  into a day sofa with pillow storage where I could sit on it. I remember that I used to transformed my room every 2 months just to have new ambiance of my room. I couldn't care whether my sister like t or not, as long as I like the changes I've made in my room.

Current? Is not that I am not happy with the current home. It just too messy, small and crowded. A situation where you feel suffocated . I just can't have "ketenangan" that I expect when I get a home. I get more stress with the mess I saw everyday. I'd rather stay outside.....I could get more "ketenangan" on the road by driving actually. That's why I am so happy with my current job as I could get my driving teraphy while driving to work.

By having my dream home I didn't say that I could get 100% happiness but at least there are some section that could give me some ketenangan. I used to live in an in order home, but now when I am not, I am redha, but praying so hard to be blessed been given a high level of patiens. and I feel so bersyukur because Allah gave me a lovely husband and daughter who has been very supportive. and because of them I am still here in my happy home. It is not their fault it just fate.

Sesungguhnya aku redha dengan pemberianMu tapi aku takut keredhaan ini akan menghilangkan keikhlasan di hati ini yang kemudiannya menjauhkan keberkatan yang Engkau berikan. Ya Allah tunjukkan aku jalan untuk aku mencapai impianku demi mengejar keberkatanMu ya Allah.

sarawak tea time

today we had tea ...with sarawak concept where everything we had were originated from sarawak even though we are at damansara perdana. laksa sarawak, mee kolok sarawak, kopi sarawak and sarawak cham. those drinks were awesome.....

CHANGES

In life we're facing changes and I'm facing a bigger changes now. After 8 years working in the same company, now I think I should make a change in life for goods. Maybe some people thought that changes might not the right step but for me if I don't do now I will never do and will remain the same. It was a hard decision to make in the first place, but once I've decided then I feel so relief and redha with the decision I've made. Now I'm preparing and equipping  myself for the new changes. Thanks to doctor Reyhana who had me realize that I required some changes in my life in order to make me happy and in the same time may balance the family needs. I pray to Allah to bless my decision. Looking forward to a new challenges in work with a new working environment.