Hari Ini

Today is not so busy day for me. I did lot of sourcing information on how to get MSC status. It was nice talking with the manager at MDEC. He was so friendly and soft spoken. When I mentioned my company, he knew about it and it make it easy for me to deal with him. Today my VP tak banyak kacau I so I can concentrate doing my internal audit yang dah lama tergendala.
Hari ni puasa tak terasa penat sangat maybe because I was too concentrate doing my work until I didn't realize dah masuk lunch time. Today, I was freezing as the air-cond was too cold. Maybe that's one of the reason I didn't feel tired. While waiting the breaking fast time , I was thinking what should I have for breaking fast. In my mind I was thinking nasi lemak campur dengan telur mata. ehm.. bestnya. on the way back dah fikir what should I said to my husband nak ajak dia pi makan nasi lemak for buka puasa. Bila sampai rumah hampeh, semua perancangan tak jalan sebab dia dah kata kita " we go friendster, easy. I want ceasar salad", ehm tak dapatlah I nak makan nasi lemak. Ku bawa plan makan nasi lemak untuk buka puasa esok pula.
Lepas makan my husband insist to have massage . Katanya selepas balik dari outstation tak pi massage lagi, badan letih. Nak tak nak kena ikut juga walaupun mata dah letih. Kali ni kami pergi dekat depan rumah je. Namanya zouk. It was disspointing as the lady at the reception was so confusing . Sekejap kata masage untuk dua ada tapi kena tunggu 1/2 jam, at the same time telling us one can start now but the other one has to wait until 11.30p.m. MAna satu betul pun tak tahu. Try not to waste time I asked my husband to do body massage alone while I did foot masage as ianya boleh menjimatkan masa tak perlu tunggu. Tapi rupanya body masage kena tunggu juga until 11.30p.m. Tak ke confuse namanya. Apa-apalah nyonya janji my husband got his body masage and I got my foot masage.

Hikmah di Sebalik Kesukaran

Sometimes in life we can't expect the good things all the time. Sometimes Allah beri kesukaran which sometimes very hard to accept. But actually behind all the hardship, there is "hikmah" given by Allah, it just us who did not realize it. I believe in what ever given by Allah there is reason behind it. Eventhough I am not that "alim" but I believe in basic of Qada' and Qadar.
This week there is something big happened to the company where my husband is working. It was disaster but yet he is still cool. The same goes to me, the project that we worked very hard doesn't seem working well. We went up and down to K.K and yet nothing is working. It was disspointing, however a good thing about it, is I get closer to my bosses especially my new VP who is very particular and meticulous. He's petite but firm like orang melayu kata kecil-kecil cili api. He loves to give a short dateline to me but to me it is very challenging. e.g. he gave me 1/2 hour dateline, 1 hour dateline to complete the task.
Wow... memang hebat sungguh this week, yesterday morning lagi best, I have to assist my officemate to do revised price for tender and the dateline was before 12pm. and the interview was only at 4pm a day before I get all information on the same morning when the price supposed to be submitted. wasn't it horrible?. Anyway it is all about challenge. Fuhh... yesterday all the short date line was over and mission accomplished. Hope there will be no more short notice date line, penat tau, nak menaippun sampai terketar-ketar but i want to congartulate myself as I managed to completed the task given within the dateline given, walaupun orang lain tak puji. Sape lagi nak puji diri sendiri, kalau tak diri sendirikan?.
Rasa macam nak ambik replacement leave je, tapi risau sebab head of BD tak de orang penting kat BD pun on holiday, ni kalau boss cari kita tak ada memang panas BD nanti. Cepatlah korang semua balik kerja bolehlah I bercuti pulak.

Welcome Back my Beloved Husband

On 1st July, I went for a concert of Anuar Zain and 2nd July I picked up my husband at the airport. Picking him up at the airport is the 1st best thing of this week sebab dah tiga minggu lebih tak jumpa, makanya hari ni terlerailah rindu dikalbu bila Mr Johan Bokhari kembali ke pangkuan ku. Pukul 3 pagi lagi I dah bangun dan bertolak ke airport pukul 4 pagi. Begitu eager nak jumpa husband di airport seperti terujanya I nak pi concert Anuar Zain. sampai di airport pukul 5.00pagi tapi my husband keluar dari departure dalam pukul 6 lebih. Well it's norm waiting for the lugage at the airport. Anyway, I am so happy he came back as from today onwards i willnot be alone at home anymore.

Anuar Zain Concert

Ist July 2009 was one of the sweetest moment in my life in 2009 where I went for Anuar Zain's concert. He's gorgeous and his performance was awesome. Teruja sangat sehingga mengalir air mata, every words of his song betul-betul menyentuh perasaan serasa meresap ke dalam setiap urat badan. Puas hati pilih seat yang kami duduk tapi sebenarnya kami nak duduk yang depan sekali tapi malangnya depan kami semua reserved seat. We were at the first row of unreserved seat. Nampak jelas keindahan ciptaan Tuhan yang bernama Anuar Zain. He phisically adalah ciptaan Tuhan yang sangat cantik kata my collegue, En. Hizal and I believed him too. He did not have to talk as his singing, his voice is enuff buat orang semua dibuai alunan lunak suaranya. Sayangnya tak dapat nak bergambar dengan Anuar dan tak boleh nak ambil gambarnya masa dia tengah perform as all recording were prohibited in the dewan. I wish I could take his picture while he's performing. His voice as good as you listened in the CD even better. Congrat Anuar

exhausted day

Well this is not the first time I prepare a tender. It just like a dejavu to me. I still remember the last tender I prepared was back in 1999. Tapi bila dah tua-tua ni buat kerja macam ni memang tiring. I feel exhausted after binding the last document. Yang tak faham nya, punyalah banyak copy yang diorang ni mintak walhal cuma nak tengok harga je. The most, experiences and company's details.

I arrived home at about 11.45p.m, fiirst think I did when I get in was sending sms to my husband and my mother in-law saying that I arrived home safely. Second I made a call to my hometown checking my daughter. She's already sleeping but my sister said she was super active today. Knowing her, she's like that everyday. Tak sabar nak tunggu Friday.

Oh ya, today at my office my beloved collegue gave me the picture of my favourite actor Aaron Aziz. I admire him as he can acting naturally according to the character and at the same time he can take care of his family . He loves his family the most. That's important to remain in the industry as wife and childrens are backbone of every success. Sorry, kengkawan, tak tahulah kenapa i am so wanted to talk about my favourite artiste today. Tak sabar nak tengok Rita dan Aaron dalam Cinta Gila dan Rahsia Hati.

Erm, tak tahulah kenapa malam ni rasa tak selera nak makan. Maybe I am too tired or maybe too worry about my husband who is now at a dangerous country ( Solomon Island of Papua New Guinea) sorry, too many riots and crime news in cnn. My husband told me that there is no internet access there. I am so damn worry as i can't online with him like days he had in Brisbane, Cairnes and Port Morresby.Saya mohon agar Allah sentiasa melindungi suamiku.

Anak Daraku Yang Comel

Hari-hari dilalui tanpa Shakira memang rindu ku rasakan. Aku rindu telatah nakal dan manjanya. Dia memang bijak dan comel cuma kadang-kadang pemalu. Tapi hatinya keras, kalau dia hendak sesuatu pasti dia akan mendapatnya. Namun begitu dia seorang yang penyayang. Kadang-kadang bila dia bersama sepupunya, dia begitu protective dan penyayang. Pernah suatu hari adik sepupunya terhantuk kepala cerita neneknya kepadaku, Ibuku yang cukup arif dengan perangainya menceritakan bahawa dia memujuk adik sepupunya dang mengajaknya berjumpa doktor.

Garang-garang anankku , sebenarnya dia seorang yang panakut pada suara guruh dan petir serta suara bising diluar sana. Semakin besar semakin banyak kerenahnya. Tempat kunjumagn favouritenya ialah IKANO sebab kat Ikano ada Vroom.. vroom. Pernah suatu hari, kerana obsess nak naik vroom...vromm sampai tertidur dia di dalam vroom..vroom. nak tahu apa itu vroom.. vroom... lihatlah gambarnya.

Kena Tinggal lagi

Hai kena tinggal lagi, kali ni my husband going outstation for three weeks to Australia and PNG. Ehm, boring gila tapi paling risau bila dia kena stay longerin PNG. PNG is not a very good and safe place to stay. Riots everyday, crime everywhere. Ya Allah, lindungilah suamiku yang sedang menjalankan tugasnya.

Before he left to Australia, I've told him that I bought the ticket to Anuar Zain's concert. I'm going with Shahnim, ehm tak sabarnya. Tapi paling tak sabar nak jumpa my little princess Shakira. Buah hati pengarang jantung ku.

Last week I brought her to survey her school. We plan to bring her to stay with us by end of this year tapi tak sure lagi boleh lepas from my beloved parents or not. Mak I, rasa ok, tapi abah mungkin rasa berat hati, apataknya cucu sulong yang cute, clever dan nakal. kalau tak ada Shikra kat rumah tu sunyilah jadinya. Harap-harap dapatlah lepas lagipun dah ada -pengganti kalau Shakira tak ada kat rumah, Damia, the secodn grandaughter to my parents. i miss her so much as well as her father.

Cepatlah masa berlalu supaya cepat dapat aku berjumpa suamiku tersayang.